23 October 09

Just finish mock on thursday & now taking a small break
Finally i had told my mum dat i gonna to take 2 paper for next sem
So i cant graduate in 3 yrs time but got to take half more yr to step into the graduation hall
ACCA life is totally different from CAT...
PT1 i fail 2 papers..PT2 fail all 3...MOCK not yet get result yet...BUt i know what's the result going to be...same as PT2...haiz
From d begining of the sem i started to revise...but i still get so low mark
The most confident paper is tax...but...i fail to pass it...
omg...wat a disaster...it reduce my confident to pass my final which will be held on Dec
Everyday i stay up late to study...sometimes till 2-3am & get up early to study...super dark circle & pimples pop out...any product can heal dark circle?? i'm using garnier roll on right now...but dont think it help me =.="
Haiz...i cant stand for d pressure...when doing d last paper for mock which is tax...i cried....
Last time taking 4 or 5 paper also not a problem...but now...i killed by the 3 paper..which is biz law, performance management & taxation...
Why my friend can get 90+ for law but i only get 30+??
I just scare dat in the final i will fail all 3 papers...cause not enough time to prepare for the 3 papers for a short period...
My hell revision gonna start soon~~~time management is very important...as i always cant sempat to finish all the question in the exam hall..hmm

13 October2009

after csb class...on the way to the car..i realise dat my hp lost le...omg!!!
I find my hp in d bag..but cant get it...
V run down from d car & run back to Audi 5 & check for my hp...AUdi 5 dont hav...then he go find d security guard to open d door near audi 5 (cause b4 going to audi 5 v stay at the classroom a while)
but cant find also
then v run back to car to check my bag again...NO~~
then run back to the audi corridor to find in d dusbin..NO again~~
My hp is still connecting...so there is still a chance to find it back...
Cant call my best friend because she is on the way driving home...
Nthg can b done...v went to the security guard house to make a report
When i was giving up....his hp rang...is my buddy call...rupanya my hp is with her...phew
She help me keep my hp when i forget to take it when v stay in the classroom near audi
Pheeew~~~Luckily found....although d hp is not expensive but it mean alot to me...my valentine present for this yr :D
He didnt scold me for lost it while on finding it....
No hp today...cant sms...omg...tomorrow who can call me wake up?? =.="

birthday..bad day??

Today is his birthday..
but no present & no cake for him....
he not happy..birthday...bad day??? i saw in his shoutout in facebook~~
D last three yr of his birthday is a happy day...but this yr i break it
all because of me...moody~~
The event occurs one week ago...although all back to normal...but d bad scene from small till now...it keep on pop out from my brain...
Yesterday the whole day trying to memories d law...but suddenly d tears roll down...heart dun feel comfort...
Dun feel like talking to them...scare will get some punishment again...i try to just say wat is necessary.......
i treat him as tranparent...yes!!! i did it....today although he keep mumble infront of me...i pretend i didnt c it...if is last time d me...i sure will scold him infront of them....i'm not d person dat will act infront of any person...include them
Today i didnt give he any present but he giv me a box of sweet....after i eat 2 tablet, he told me not to eat so many..at dat time d depression break out again...i angry & giv back d sweet to him
Dun know y y i cant 'bao rong' d mistake make by him???
& today he ask me.........at 1st i tot want to say...i stupid enough...i dont need a person as stupid as me...wait a min~~i cant say dat...to maintain a relationship d element of ''bao rong'' is very important....izzit my problem?? think so...how am i going to solve it?? i like dont know how to appreciate he...haiz
wanna give him a watch as present...but limited budget...dun dare go inside d watch shop alone...hmm

Day before the real result

Feel like crying...very depress
i scare..i worry...if i fail how am i going to tell my parents??
they have quite high confident in me to pass my CAT
but...i know how hardworking am i in the last sem...dat's y make me so worry
In the real exam i roughly calculate c i can get how much....the result is it just pass
i heard some senior say acca actually let us take cat papet combine with acca paper...but just mr teo dunt let...when i know about this...i started to study hard..cause if really fail if can get a better result mayb want try to persuade him...(dream on =.=")
I know i cant do anymore thg at this stage...just need to wait...mayb today nite i can drink some wine so that can slp better?? yesterday almost the whole nite i dreaming about log in to acca website to check the result
tomorrow i need help my mum...cant check d result myself...i hope after he help me check can bring a good news to me...hope can attend tomorrow law class at 3.15pm

Disaster test

Today finish my last paper of pt1, F5.
I dont know wat i'm doing in the test...out of 5 question, i just know how to do 1 question..omg
When doing my revision, i feel quite confident on the linear programming...but in the exam i cant figure out the constrain line(step 3...so the following marks all gone) =.="
Next monday d CAT result is out...butterfly running in our stomach everytime someone mention about it..just hope monday can bring good news here

just finish doing d pt1 for tax...luckily sempat finish d paper with d time...
haiz...lazy lazy lazy~~
but got to study law & performance management for next week exam...hmm

After holiday life~~

After 5 days of class...the work load is too much for me..lecturer encourage us to revise b4 & after class..but i didnt do dat =.=''
Althought didnt get Mr Akhbar for F5..but my F5 lecturer Ms voon sia not bad too.. =>

My house modem had spoilt...mum decided not to replace it until my small sis finish her pmr...actually is good also so dat i can concentrate in revise..but no internet at home is really not convinience because the acca student magazine got to check thru email

Yesterday my house ladies & woman went to d beauty wholesaler there shopping..the original price we bought is 3k+...of course discount is given lo...i bought a set of facial & neck treatment which include cleanser, toner, oil ctrl serum, cream, gel & sunblock...it cost me rm200...this just part of d cost..other my mum sponser..gg

Beside 3 of us each bought 1 set treatment...v bought 36 boxes of mask, 2 scrub, 1 lotion dat can remove make-up, & 4 piece of black & white head remover(help my friend buy d), & 6 botal of cleanse & toner each...

Is really happy can shop at this kind of shop...it makes me feel like open a shop dat sell this kind of stuff because beside selling..i can use too..hehe

ACCA timetable is out!!

Finally it out...but dont really like d timetable...
1st didnt get Mr Akhbar for F5...but luckily no need same group with G1 ;)
2nd is i need to work then attn d 3.15pm class on mon & after class go work on thurs(usually work on this kind of timing but didnt try work 1st then go for class) ..i hope it wasn't so tiring
My timetable usually is 3hrs class except for tues & wed, is 6hrs d..
After class got to stay away from comp again...is a good or bad thg?? hmm

~My holiday life~

At the beginning of my holiday bz with doing d mask sales & helping my mum in the shop...after fade up doing d mask sales i start playing facebook...
Facebook is easier to use than friendster!!
Easier upload pic..& hav lots games to play..wee
Unfortunately...sometime i will b lagging in d games for d whole day :s
Sumetimes i will worry d result dat come out in august...i dont want fail ;'(
Hope our marker when marking our paper will have good mood...the most paper i worried is T8

Transformer is playing in the cinema...& d ticket is so expensive although the day usually d cinema having promotion...so i reject to watch it although he wanted to...Will watch it...but just later :p

Recently always go popular & my news.com reading magazine..hehe..after reading it it makes me got d motivation to do my beauty task...bside using my essential mask 3 a week..i will diy some simple mask to use cause d essential mask cannt use everyday...hope in d prom i will look nicer (without pimples & fairer) ^^

Good beginning~~

Today after work i go home check friendster comment c got any news or not.. Hehe..it doesnt disappointed me..got 1 order..hehe I feel jubilant when i read d comment.. Although d order quantity not so big, but it is a good start for me..cause i feel very stressful when updating d profile & finding customer..feel like give up..but now d order had giv me some motivation.. Hope tomorrow got good news too.. :D

Holiday life

Finally final over..
Finally i can get a well rest and do watever thg i like ^^
I hope we can pass d exam..really hope so..i dont want to delay 6 mths for the graduation
Since we had better way to communicate..this blog is no longer use by us but just use by me
Recently i have an idea to sell my love thg--essential mask!!
At 1st i tot of creating a web to promote the mask d..then either send by pos or face to face deal
Unfortunately..my 2 sis also do not support me..they say very risky d..hmm
Wat do u think??

Critical period

Stress~~~
is a best word to describe our mood now.
I wonder what can i do now? Seek for alternative way to study?
Recently dont know why i easily feel tired. Really tired..& he today sick d. haiz
Mock exam is just 2 weeks from now..can we do well in the exam?

**A ROMANTIC DREAM**

THIS MORNING ON THE WAY TO COLLEGE, HE TOLD ME HE HAD A DREAM~~
FEW OF US INCLUDING ME N HIM GOT SPECIAL POWERS. OUR DUTIES IS TO KILL ALL THE MONSTER N WE DID.
ONE DAY, I PLAYED THE ARCADE GAME AND SUDDENLY DISSAPPEAR INTO IT.........
ACTUALLY THE ARCADE WAS A TRICK THE MONSTER SET TO OBTAIN OUR POWER. WHEN HE GETS TO KNOWS THAT, HE PURPOSELY PLAYED THE GAMES TO GET INTO THE GAME.
IN THE GAMES, THERE ARE MANY MONSTERS N HE MANAGE TO KILL ALL OF THEM. HE RAN AND RAN AND RAN IN SEARCH OF ME..BUT STILL TO AVAIL.
A YEAR LATER, HE REACHED A HOUSE. HE SAW A GIRL HANGING CLOTHES INFRONT OF THE HOUSE. A SONG STARTED TO SING..DAT'S OUR LOVE SONG..
FINALLY HE FOUND HER.

WHEN I HEARD WHAT HE SAY, I FELT IT WAS ROMANTIC N SWEET. MAY OUR LOVE LASTS FOREVER :D

Failure in our life

I had fail my paper, T8 with 47m. The feeling to get this marks is totally bad, Just hope this paper is the lowest mark I get in this PT (cause i not yet get the marks for T7, another worst paper i did).
I told myself I must be more diligent. I promised myself that failure is controllable and must be gotten rid of from the CAT & ACCA journey. I must pass all my paper within 3 yrs.
He fail T5 in the real exam and fail T9 n T6 in PT. Actually he pass his T6 with 55marks, but the marker wrongly marked, and the lecturer does not want to remark as his reason is things dat had passed is passed, the marks is not significant anymore althought it can make you pass. It is true, our luck not everytime will be good, so what can we do is do our job as a student well, so dat we no need beg for the 0.5m to pass.
We are doing our duties now, just hope our efforts will bear fruits in the rest of our test.