Thursday, February 4, 2010

LADIES WORLD

recently busy with study & doing the web thg,
confusing whether to continue to do the website or not,
my friend help me to analyse whether to continue or not,
how much u can earn?? rm60 or rm70?? can u cope with ur work if continue to do the website??
honestly it really didnt earn much...fade up of doing it
dealing with supplier & busy to update the website & got to think of the idea find customer...
1 man show is not a easy thg...phew
i tot when i say i want quit from doing it, he will b the 1st 1 who agree..because my mood not stable when doing the website cause need to burn the midnite oil to find customer & supplier..
suprisingly..he call me to continue..i'm doubt...
when i wake up the next morning..the first thg cum into my mind was want to add wat product to my website..eh?? i tot i'm let going the website..but..but y i still thinking of wat to do about it??
i ask him y u suggest me continue to do it?? he say that's my dream~~
ya...is my dream...is a dream since i was small..
suddenly feel like i'm acting in the "huan zhu gege"...he knows me..he know wat my subconscious mind tot
i will continue it..but will not divert too much time from my studies ^^

thx fv,mic, sy & my for giving me suggesstion...i appreciate it alot ;)

Friday, October 23, 2009

23 October 09

Just finish mock on thursday & now taking a small break
Finally i had told my mum dat i gonna to take 2 paper for next sem
So i cant graduate in 3 yrs time but got to take half more yr to step into the graduation hall
ACCA life is totally different from CAT...
PT1 i fail 2 papers..PT2 fail all 3...MOCK not yet get result yet...BUt i know what's the result going to be...same as PT2...haiz
From d begining of the sem i started to revise...but i still get so low mark
The most confident paper is tax...but...i fail to pass it...
omg...wat a disaster...it reduce my confident to pass my final which will be held on Dec
Everyday i stay up late to study...sometimes till 2-3am & get up early to study...super dark circle & pimples pop out...any product can heal dark circle?? i'm using garnier roll on right now...but dont think it help me =.="
Haiz...i cant stand for d pressure...when doing d last paper for mock which is tax...i cried....
Last time taking 4 or 5 paper also not a problem...but now...i killed by the 3 paper..which is biz law, performance management & taxation...
Why my friend can get 90+ for law but i only get 30+??
I just scare dat in the final i will fail all 3 papers...cause not enough time to prepare for the 3 papers for a short period...
My hell revision gonna start soon~~~time management is very important...as i always cant sempat to finish all the question in the exam hall..hmm

Tuesday, October 13, 2009

13 October2009

after csb class...on the way to the car..i realise dat my hp lost le...omg!!!
I find my hp in d bag..but cant get it...
V run down from d car & run back to Audi 5 & check for my hp...AUdi 5 dont hav...then he go find d security guard to open d door near audi 5 (cause b4 going to audi 5 v stay at the classroom a while)
but cant find also
then v run back to car to check my bag again...NO~~
then run back to the audi corridor to find in d dusbin..NO again~~
My hp is still connecting...so there is still a chance to find it back...
Cant call my best friend because she is on the way driving home...
Nthg can b done...v went to the security guard house to make a report
When i was giving up....his hp rang...is my buddy call...rupanya my hp is with her...phew
She help me keep my hp when i forget to take it when v stay in the classroom near audi
Pheeew~~~Luckily found....although d hp is not expensive but it mean alot to me...my valentine present for this yr :D
He didnt scold me for lost it while on finding it....
No hp today...cant sms...omg...tomorrow who can call me wake up?? =.="

Monday, October 5, 2009

birthday..bad day??

Today is his birthday..
but no present & no cake for him....
he not happy..birthday...bad day??? i saw in his shoutout in facebook~~
D last three yr of his birthday is a happy day...but this yr i break it
all because of me...moody~~
The event occurs one week ago...although all back to normal...but d bad scene from small till now...it keep on pop out from my brain...
Yesterday the whole day trying to memories d law...but suddenly d tears roll down...heart dun feel comfort...
Dun feel like talking to them...scare will get some punishment again...i try to just say wat is necessary.......
i treat him as tranparent...yes!!! i did it....today although he keep mumble infront of me...i pretend i didnt c it...if is last time d me...i sure will scold him infront of them....i'm not d person dat will act infront of any person...include them
Today i didnt give he any present but he giv me a box of sweet....after i eat 2 tablet, he told me not to eat so many..at dat time d depression break out again...i angry & giv back d sweet to him
Dun know y y i cant 'bao rong' d mistake make by him???
& today he ask me.........at 1st i tot want to say...i stupid enough...i dont need a person as stupid as me...wait a min~~i cant say dat...to maintain a relationship d element of ''bao rong'' is very important....izzit my problem?? think so...how am i going to solve it?? i like dont know how to appreciate he...haiz
wanna give him a watch as present...but limited budget...dun dare go inside d watch shop alone...hmm

Sunday, August 16, 2009

Day before the real result

Feel like crying...very depress
i scare..i worry...if i fail how am i going to tell my parents??
they have quite high confident in me to pass my CAT
but...i know how hardworking am i in the last sem...dat's y make me so worry
In the real exam i roughly calculate c i can get how much....the result is it just pass
i heard some senior say acca actually let us take cat papet combine with acca paper...but just mr teo dunt let...when i know about this...i started to study hard..cause if really fail if can get a better result mayb want try to persuade him...(dream on =.=")
I know i cant do anymore thg at this stage...just need to wait...mayb today nite i can drink some wine so that can slp better?? yesterday almost the whole nite i dreaming about log in to acca website to check the result
tomorrow i need help my mum...cant check d result myself...i hope after he help me check can bring a good news to me...hope can attend tomorrow law class at 3.15pm

Wednesday, August 12, 2009

Disaster test

Today finish my last paper of pt1, F5.
I dont know wat i'm doing in the test...out of 5 question, i just know how to do 1 question..omg
When doing my revision, i feel quite confident on the linear programming...but in the exam i cant figure out the constrain line(step 3...so the following marks all gone) =.="
Next monday d CAT result is out...butterfly running in our stomach everytime someone mention about it..just hope monday can bring good news here

Thursday, August 6, 2009

just finish doing d pt1 for tax...luckily sempat finish d paper with d time...
haiz...lazy lazy lazy~~
but got to study law & performance management for next week exam...hmm